Okay...so I
am willing to acknowledge that in the grand scheme of things, believe it or
not, that this is probably the best country in the world to live in, which in
my eyes, is a sad state of affairs. As a person of color, I often
question that. We are supposed to be the greatest democracy in the world,
yet we have a group of conservatives who are willing to go to such extremes
to ruin a black president, that they are stooping to new lows that amaze even
me. There’s the voter repression, the voter intimidation, the birthers, the
blatant lies, and a recent documentary, “Dreams From My Real Father”, re-introducing
Barack Obama's mother, Anne Dunham as a whore and a slut, based on an earlier
book and documentary. That last one totally
took me over the edge and prompted this entry.
The republicans are actually sending copies to voters in swing states. Just when you think they can't get any lower,
they top themselves. Is there no end to
what they’ll do to win the election and destroy the president?
It’s times
like these that I think of my father, a very handsome, dark-skinned black man,
who was once was thrown out of a Woolworth's lunch counter in 1938 in
Petersburg, Virginia while attending then, Virginia Stage College (now
Virginia State University) with several friends who could "pass" for
white...then I think to myself..."Has much really changed?..."
Sadly, I say, "No."
Take also,
the incident where peanuts were thrown at a black camerawoman at this year's
republican convention, while the offenders yelled, "This is how we feed
the animals!", or a tea partier spitting on Representative Emanuel Cleaver
because of the color of his skin. I
still can't believe these types of incidents are happening in 2012. What is scary is that the right wing fringe,
and their racist ilk feel that they now have license to commit these acts that
are analogous to Jim Crow. What’s even
scarier is they’re getting away with them.
I believe there is a powder keg brewing, and I often ask myself what
will be the incident that makes people of color in this country stand up and
say, “I WILL NOT take this anymore!”
Hopefully, the effort, if it comes, will be non-violent and effective.
The rise
of the tea party has given rise to an extreme wing of society who, for some
reason, feel it's now okay to not only spew, but act on their hatred publicly
because we have a bi-racial president (there’s that one drop of black blood),
and they don’t like it. There is nothing more pathetic than seeing a dying
demographic of people, who by virtue of hegemony, have benefitted from enormous
privilege because of the color of their skin, and who will try to hold on to
that privilege by any means necessary. Fear of losing that privilege
means fear that they will be treated the same as they have treated people of
color in this country since they involuntarily graced its shores.
I’m seriously
considering a move to Canada, particularly if Romney wins, and abandoning a
country that I feel doesn't value me as a human being, and which is full of a breed
of greedy people who will do whatever it takes to hold onto wealth, power and
privilege, at the risk of ruining this country and a president who doesn't look
like them. In modern society, this is a
disgrace.
* The terms
republican, tea party and birthers have purposely not been capitalized to make
a point.